Friday, December 10, 2010
Christmas!
Monday, October 25, 2010
Happy One Year Birthday Little Bit!!!
We celebrated her birthday with family on Sunday. It was so nice to have almost everyone there. I put pictures on Facebook.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Life Gets Hard At Times
Princess woke up yesterday with a fever over 100°. I wanted more than anything that day to just be able to be a stay at home mom. I wanted to hold her and take care of her and tell her she would feel better soon. I couldn't do most of that. Yesterday I was scheduled to be in class from 12:00PM -5:20PM. My first class was a test and there was no way I could miss it. My second one, I let my teacher know what was going on and that I would have to leave early, so I did. I left UNT around 3:30PM and went to rescue my baby girl from being sick.
Her fever went past 102° with being in just a diaper all day and we called the nurse. Every time she coughs, she cries. Her breathing has become labored. She is struggling to nurse and she is not eating much of anything else.
Gordon was great with getting up throughout the night with her so I didn't have to get up each time. He would pick her up and comfort her. He would tell her she would be ok and that he was there for her. He would even say a prayer with her. Then he would come back to bed and let me know she was alright and sleeping again. What an amazing supportive husband.
We have a doctors appointment this morning...so, I need to go wake her up and walk out the door.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
I love you Gordon!
One of the greatest blessings that I have is my husband and his love for me. He has helped me with my self-esteem more than anything. Knowing he loves me and wants to be intimate even if I look frumpy or was mad at him earlier. He loves me when he comes home from a long day at work and I’m frustrated that he forgot some silly thing that is not really important. He loves me when I’m to tired to pick up our daughter and I playing all day and the house is a mess and dinner was never made. He loves me when I am too tired to cuddle or too busy with homework to pay attention to him other than a quick hug and kiss when he comes home. He is my refuge from the media, the ones that helps me realize that I don’t have to look or be prefect. He loves me unconditionally, that love that you always strive for and when you find it, it seams help heal some wounds that have been bleeding.