Mixed emotions...

So with the possibility of having a baby in a week approaching, I am really struggling with how I feel.

There is a part of me that would like Peanut to be breech when I go in on Monday so I can have her Tuesday, but there is another part of me that wants to wait until I go into labor naturally.

There seems to be so many advantages to both. One of the biggest advantages of having her next week...I get to hold her sooner rather than later.