Blessing From Above

So for those of you that really know me, you know that I have struggled with depression my entire life. For the past couple years, it has been pretty good. my depression has been something that I could control myself. The past few weeks have been really hard. I feel that Satan has been attacking me and my relationship with Flash continually with no rest. It has really taken a toll on me and my spirit.

Poor Flash has been putting up with it so well. Tonight we were able to sit down and really talk about it all for a good hour or so. He is such a great friend and example to me. He is a rock that I am thankful to have in my life through these hard times. He constantly tries to remind me that I am a child of God and how important I am. It's funny to think that I was raised all my life knowing that I am a child of God and he has only been taught for a couple months but yet he is the one that has to remind me...you know my brain. I am very blessed that Heavenly Father has literally put him in my life and in the lives of my family and friends. The example he is to us all is amazing and I don't have a problem saying that we are all better for knowing him and growing to truly love him. I know that even if I was not marrying him that the effect on my life he has had would still be great beyond measure.

Gordon is a blessing in my life and I pray that I can continue to remember that and strive to be more like him. He is there for me when I'm mad or frustrated. He is there for me when I scared and tired. He is there for me when I cry and feel the world is falling apart. He is even there when I freak out because I'm not in control of everything and when I struggle letting go of things and just trusting our Father in Heaven. I'm truly grateful to have him in my life.